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		<title>Michael</title>
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<p><em>By: Renee Y. Brown</em></p>
<div>Michael, archangel<br />
Arch your wings over me<br />
A shelter, a refuge<br />
From the ordinary flesh<br />
Of this world.<br />
Michael, Saint Michael –<br />
I didn’t know until now<br />
Protector, defender, prince of angels,<br />
Soldier, leader<br />
Of good against evil –<br />
I chose the right name when I chose yours<br />
To name the man I knew I’d never know in this world.<br />
It wasn’t intentional, that choice of name. Maybe it was instinct. Maybe just random chance.<br />
I’m no believer in angels and saints. Miracles may happen but they don’t happen to me.<br />
Twenty years ago I left part of this world and entered my own. I knew where I was going. That was a choice. But I didn’t know my world and yours might intersect someday. I told you,<br />
I’m no believer in angels and saints.<br />
I’m no believer in god or gods.<br />
But now I know something is out there beyond myself. It might as well be you.<br />
I like the idea of a warrior saint who fights human evil, a prince of angels who defeats the prince of devils. I’d rather believe in angels and saints than superheroes.<br />
And I will create my own reality rather than live in someone else’s. It’s bad enough that I have to live here, in this one.<br />
If I owned this world, I’d still rent it out and live elsewhere.<br />
Where you are. Where the man I named ‘Michael’ is.<br />
Michael, meaning, ‘one who is like God.’ Your name suits him, although I’ll say ‘a god,’ rather than ‘the God,’ just in case. I haven’t gotten that far&#8230; yet, so I won’t presume.<br />
But as one who fights for <em>justice</em>, which isn’t law or revenge, but lack-of-want and balance;<br />
As a defender of <em>good</em>, which isn’t morality or ethics but love and compassion;<br />
And a <em>defeater of evil</em> which doesn’t mean destruction and punishment but salvation and forgiveness;<br />
And having the ultimate <em>courage</em>, because courage isn’t only being brave but selfless;<br />
If that is who you are your saintliness, then I chose the right name&#8230; or perhaps, he chose his own.<br />
How could I know? I couldn’t. I didn’t.<br />
But I was right. My Michael is just like you, except he wears a suit and tie with the scales of justice at his side. (And if justice isn’t balance, why is it symbolized by scales?)<br />
He’s not of this world, but he’s in it. He’s in it in me. I’d say ‘lucky girl,’ but I make my own luck, so it ain’t luck at all.<br />
I was standing in the gutter with everyone, but like some I’m always looking up, and saw him amongst the stars. He said, “I’m yours, aren’t I?”<br />
So here, and there, we are.<br />
He’s not perfect, of course, but oh he does try.<br />
Michael, my Michael, more than a man, but no angel, no saint. Not yet anyway. A lover, a warrior, but with a different sword.<br />
A seeker of justice, defender of good, defeater of evil, his weapons are words.<br />
Which works in a world built of words. Like my dead best friend always said,<br />
“If reality sucks, create your own.”<br />
For there is no justice in the world. The good die from being good and the evil build custom homes in gated communities.<br />
The world needs Michael as much as I do and I would gladly share him as defender –<br />
The warrior for homeless veterans and the mentally ill;<br />
minimum-wage workers with three jobs who live in their cars or on couches;<br />
fetuses who became adorable babies who became children their parents now regret with rage and red strap-marks;<br />
the generation who created the 21<sup>st</sup> century but can’t get a job today because Wal-Mart has millions of starving young American slaves and only so many old geniuses can be greeters.<br />
Give me these, the unwanted, the teeming refuse of our Christ-challenged market economy so that I may give them my Michael, and like you he’ll defeat Satan,<br />
except this time in the devil’s own custom-built home beyond Hell’s Gate as the cowardly demon tries to blend in with the 3-D TV.<br />
I would give them all my Michael the defender, seeker of justice if I could&#8230;<br />
If I could pull him out of my mind and make him real in this world. But I can’t in this current space-time continuum. Maybe next one? I promise.<br />
He’s worth the wait.<br />
He’s worth everything.<br />
And I never knew what the name meant, who it was, until this moment, now. Saint Michael, you showed me the signs.<br />
He always had courage and compassion, but now I can see <em>my </em>Michael with the wings of an angel, a warrior fighting in defense of the poor, the sick, the forsaken,<br />
the lonely, the grief-stricken, the unloved. All of us cast aside by the world;<br />
the rubbish that blocks the beautiful view, the worthless who breathe air that belongs to the financially-superior surgically-enhanced famous girl.<br />
I would give them all Michael the warrior, sword and scales-of-justice he holds;<br />
But Michael the man, the lover, the one with the rose –<br />
That Michael is mine and mine alone.<br />
Michael, <em>my</em> Michael, now I know who you are.<br />
You’re the one who holds my hand and tells jokes while I lie on the execution table, needles in my arms, looking up at you and laughing.<br />
You walk with me, side-by-side, hand-in-hand, across the golden gate I’ve never seen.<br />
You are the one who is with me always.<br />
You’re the one who looks like a god and acts like a god and fucks like a god without being God.<br />
That’s my Michael.<br />
Thanks for letting me borrow the name, your saintliness. But I wouldn’t mind if you gave him a pair of wings. That part isn’t up to me, but I just gotta ask. He looks good in white,<br />
with that black hair and blue eyes.<br />
Let a girl have her whims, can’t ya, sometimes.<br />
And it’s not as if I don’t appreciate what I’ve got.<br />
After all by the time I get there with him, it will have been such a very long time, I might as well be a virgin again.<br />
Virgin – again&#8230;oxymoron, I know.<br />
But he’ll be all dressed in white, my Michael, he will. Holding one white rose. A pair of white wings would go well<br />
With his wedding clothes.<br />
And your saintly brother Francis shall preside, as we say his own vows:<br />
“It is in giving that we receive.<br />
“It is in pardoning that we are pardoned.<br />
“And it is in dying that we are born unto eternal life.”<br />
And I’ll say:<br />
“I take thee, Michael, as my wedded husband<br />
“To love, honor and cherish from this moment on,<br />
“In good times and none bad;<br />
“Without sickness or death;<br />
“Forsaking all others forever –<br />
“Never to part.”<br />
Oh Michael, Michael<br />
I do<br />
I do<br />
Oh Michael, god Michael<br />
My god<br />
It’s You.</div>
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<div>Renee Y. Brown is a former journalist and an army veteran currently engaged in writing full-time. She has a book of short stories, <em>Luna Ascending,</em> published by <a href="http://artemispress.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">ArtemisPress.com</a> . She writes fiction, non-fiction, poetry and is now trying her hand at writing a screenplay. Originally from Los Angeles, she now lives in Dallas. Her Linked-In page can be viewed at: <a href="http://www.linkedin.com/pub/renee-y-brown/6/682/86b" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://www.linkedin.com/pub/renee-y-brown/6/682/86b</a></div>
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<div>The artist of the Illustration is Mary Daniels who lives in Peterborough, Cambridgeshire, U.K. and has an ebay store at: <a href="http://stores.ebay.com/Mary-Janes-Art-and-Crafts?_trksid=p4340.l2563" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Mary Jane&#8217;s Art and Crafts</a></div>
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		<title>Risky Gamble</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Maya- Hunger, Debt, Survival.  ]]></description>
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<p>Hunger pangs strike the one in need,<br />
A glance into the empty pantry is saddening,<br />
Wonderment of how to&#8217;s are consistent,<br />
Cringing thoughts of accumulated debt<br />
Refusal to accept failing the family,<br />
Or even losing the house.</p>
<p>Not just any home, a very special house,<br />
A place to feed and shelter the family,<br />
Whose idea of purchase made oblivious to debt,<br />
Where job security kept payments consistent,<br />
Nary a thought of a result so saddening,<br />
To think of a time, there wasn&#8217;t a single need.</p>
<p>Others face obstacles far more saddening,<br />
A lack of clean water, an urgent clinical need,<br />
or even a roof over their head, let alone a house.<br />
But, why brood over others? This victim is the family.<br />
Where hearts thumped harmoniously, before the debt,<br />
And the love was unquestionably consistent.</p>
<p>One cannot wrap broken wings around the family,<br />
Whose feathers have fallen, like shingles from a house.<br />
The sight of a hunched eagle; somber and saddening,</p>
<p>He has lost hope, a revitalization he&#8217;ll need,<br />
Where sustenance shall be consistent,<br />
A chance to overcome the trepidation of debt.</p>
<p>How can one manage to keep optimism consistent,<br />
When at an inability to eliminate or alleviate debt?<br />
Unfathomable blameworthiness anticipated from family,<br />
As glares and scowls occur during discussions of house.<br />
Once held in high esteem, now overlooked for need.<br />
Pressured, incapable, incompetent, truly saddening.</p>
<p>Wary were he, cautious of credit card debt,<br />
No finance fees; he was due date consistent.<br />
Woe to the people who have the need,<br />
To spend frivolously. It&#8217;s quite saddening,<br />
when it becomes you, and your house.<br />
Yet to imagine the worst, your own family.</p>
<p>One last can awaits the family; shelved in the house,<br />
Its need to be opened and eaten is saddening,<br />
Pointed finger consistent towards debt.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Amnesia Grok- I'm sitting here on a Saturday afternoon &#038; I'm reading about the end. As in THE END.]]></description>
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<p>I’m sitting here on a Saturday afternoon &amp; I’m reading about the end.</p>
<p>As in THE END.</p>
<p>As in predictions of the final curtain, visions of destruction. Trumpets &amp; seals &amp; cups &amp; oodles of 7’s. Th-th-the-that’s all f-f-folks!</p>
<p>The earth, it will end in fire &amp; in water &amp; it will end in asteroids &amp; in Mexicans.</p>
<p>Generation after generation, all riled up about an end that never knocked. Layer upon layer of dusty eschatologies, disproven by default.</p>
<p>Paul was all riled up &amp; his eyes were struck blind &amp; his hair was on fire.</p>
<p>&amp; he said if you weren’t already married then don’t even bother getting married now!</p>
<p>There’s no time!</p>
<p>Tell everyone before it’s too late!</p>
<p>There was a real sense of urgency about it.</p>
<p>How many bad dates have to come &amp; go before there’s just a collective yawn?</p>
<p>What if things just go on &amp; on &amp; on &amp;…</p>
<p>Way past the point where there is any point to be had?</p>
<p>&amp; everything gets older &amp; worse &amp; the sky less blue &amp; the grass isn’t hardly green at all no more? &amp; the Lincoln Memorial cracks &amp; the paint on the barn fades &amp; no one bothers to write new songs or to clean the animals’ cages?</p>
<p>On &amp; on, without even the vague hope of a fiery end or some new Hitler to capture our attention for a minute or two?</p>
<p>That guy out there howling in the street? You know, the one with the sandwich board that reads <strong><em>//The End is Near\\</em></strong>?</p>
<p>He could turn out to have been an optimist!</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Laurie Corzett Poetry excerpt- "It's not the color of the skin, the culture of the smile"  the scent of danger.  the inborn stranger-- all excuses]]></description>
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										</div><p style="text-align: left;">By: Laurie Corzett/libramoon</p>
<p>About the Author:  <em>seeking outlet for those crazy thoughtstreams, is always moving into new (or resurrected) projects, including Emerging Visions visionary art &#8216;zine; an experimental metafiction, working title: Something Sacred; a (envisioned as) graphic novel , Acts of Desolation:  as well as her Utopian Flash Fiction Project &#8212; series of flash fiction pieces around a federation of diverse villages each working out their methods of community life &#8212; little dramatic impacts illustrating creative solutions to social problems.</em></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Mothers&#8217; Night</strong></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">cascading shards<br />
uneasy<br />
echoes falling<br />
&#8220;It&#8217;s our calling.&#8221;</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Rape of Earth,<br />
hot spurts of words<br />
savage knives<br />
Abiding Mothers,<br />
sacred and mundane<br />
twist into harridan<br />
cold stars</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">wail, hurtling waves<br />
Sad, old, crust of ages<br />
sliced, screwed, carved up for profit<br />
&#8220;It&#8217;s not the color of the skin,<br />
the culture of the smile&#8221;</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">the scent of danger,<br />
the inborn stranger &#8211;<br />
all excuses for Us (superior)<br />
and Them (inferior)<br />
&#8220;They are not like we;<br />
but lower curs.&#8221;<br />
we may harm with unfettered glee</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Cursed to be cut to our requirement.<br />
Borders clear<br />
&#8220;Here, fear fences in<br />
our livelihood and wives.&#8221;<br />
Leave THEM to putrid pits<br />
cunning jabs,<br />
our pleasure.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Thus, all treasure that might regale,<br />
heal, reveal true worth,<br />
of man and Earth<br />
sold for pittance of potash<br />
to dance a weary jig</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">May 10, 2010</p>
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		<title>Garden in The City</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Darren Allen- There is a garden in which everything is provided.  It is, to use an old Persian word for garden, paradise.]]></description>
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										</div><p><a href="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/Apocalypse-Ahead.jpg"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-12855" title="Apocalypse-Ahead" src="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/Apocalypse-Ahead.jpg" alt="" width="525" height="562" /></a>By Darren Allen</p>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>There is a garden in which everything is provided. Reach out your bare warm arm and there is just the fig you need. Then turn, and roll, and bury your nose into the sweet scented earth, as you would into the neck of a lover, and breathe in vanishing intoxication. Every singular event &#8211; a ladybird’s shell flicking open as the air lazily lifts it from a leaf, a glance at the lattice of branches fingertipping each other above, a whiff of breeze that curls over the dancing wild-flowers &#8211; seems eternal. There is a constant feeling of alrightness, ease and existential trust. The next moment will not do you over. It is, to use an old Persian word for garden, paradise.</p>
<p>When the world was very young I lived in the garden and made paths through it on a whim. Wherever my attention wandered, a track would be made through the wilderness. At first I wandered freely, to the feint beck of the moment &#8211; like an animal, guided by the slightest twitch in sense and atmosphere, sometimes treading the same path twice, but mostly going forever nowhere; a place I felt most at home in. My path-instincts then were soft and supple, and although I had tendencies, the present moment was free in me to take any path it liked.</p>
<p>At first I used my feet and trod footpaths down, foot-width and foot-strong. Then I learnt to use horses, which made my routes<br />
wider and flatter. Next came carriages, trains and finally cars, which needed the widest, hardest and smoothest roads. These roads were useful &#8211; they took me easily, quickly and, once established, I could get without thinking to where in the world I liked and wanted.</p>
<p>But the more I liked and wanted, the stronger I built my roads, and the smaller paths fell from use, became overgrown<br />
and forgotten, and so did the places they took me to, until the world entire was one clean canalised motorway, and the cars that ran upon it had learnt to run themselves, on autopilot.</p>
<p>When the world had become road, all decisions about transport were made on auto-pilot. Instead of the man or his moment<br />
deciding where to go, building an open network of manifold and flexible paths, the auto-pilot decided; and what the auto-pilot decided was, of course, to expand the road.</p>
<p>With cars in charge, the roadless land became a threat, to be boarded over and ignored. Feet became nothing but a means to reach a car and the purpose of roads became nothing more than to carry the car and protect it. The transport map, instead of being a natural tree of living exploring cobwebbing tendrils, able to pass through the wilderness in response to whim, became a grid, reinforced and reinforced, by millions of journeys.</p>
<p>Living on habitual auto-pilot made rerouting tendencies from established routes harder and harder and the pull towards the familiar stronger and stronger. This reduced the capacity to perceive new routes or to go off-road on whim. Uncertainty became unpleasant, and so the autopilot was trusted more and more until, eventually, the individual began to identify with it, champion it and defend it &#8211; reacting with panic when its programming was challenged or its routines changed; even minutely.</p>
<p>With autopilot in charge, I bump into things, lose things, drop things, repeat myself, drive to work without being able to recall a single event en-route and find myself making the same mistakes, over and over again, without understanding why. mechanically pursue sex, security, power, prestige and other genetic goals, getting stuck in ruts from months to lifetimes long. I fear, hate, ridicule or ignore the unknown, off-road and off-map, anything never done before or requiring lawless unplanned spontaneity. I live my life in a minuscule stream of concentrated attention, excluded from the vastness of the present moment, the space and light of it, the rich particular character of it. And yet, with autopilot in charge I have no way of knowing or seeing anything else. Reality itself becomes autopilot; blind, pre-preogrammed and self-serving. And the garden becomes a myth.</p>
<p>The myth of the garden paradise is common to all the world’s religions; but the oldest and truest of those stories &#8211; much older than the female-hating Hebrew Eden &#8211; do not depict the garden in time or space. It is ever present. It is here, in the<br />
centre of the city; a secret garden paradise.</p>
<p>You&#8217;re in it even now. It just seems like the same old world because of the momentum of the autopilot, thinking and wanting and forever leaving.</p>
<p>Nothing wrong with thinking yourself away a little of course; because just on the edge of the garden there is a wall, and you can take the beautiful bricks, endlessly, and bring them back to build wells and paths and cathedrals. That’s <em>a good idea</em>.</p>
<p>Keep thinking though, keep wanting, and you’ll keep leaving, and if you are in the habit of thinking and thinking, and wanting and wanting, you’ll leave and keep leaving, and you won’t be in the garden anymore.</p>
<p>The roads away from paradise are many, but, like television channels, they are all the same. The people who live on those roads, who have forgotten the garden, cover them with many spectacular adverts (for the garden!). These strive to be novel and new&#8230;<br />
but it doesn’t stop all the roads all forever being the same old world.</p>
<p>But sometimes, and sometimes once in a lifetime, thinking stops. A moment of beauty, or a moment of shock, and there, in the macadamised cracks, is a glimpse of the garden. Some people think it is a dream, or a story, and quickly forget. Some people try to get back, by thinking or wanting &#8211; and get further away. But some people, very few, linger. “Yes, this is how it is,” they<br />
say, &#8220;&#8230;how lovely.”</p>
<p>But; I may be done with the past, the past is not done with me. I have given my habits attentive life and they move around<br />
restlessly inside me. They cannot be killed with a mere decision. Stop wanting and worrying, in fact, and it is not paradise you can feel, but the unease, boredom and discomfort of trapped habit. You find you “don’t like” turning around, or, despite fine intentions, you find yourself shooting back out again regardless, lost again on the motorway, locked again in your hurtling metal box, hammering again on your horn and stressed again in the deathless traffic jam; because you’re not getting nowhere fast enough.</p>
<p>How then to stay? How to get off the road when momentum once more has me lost upon it?</p>
<p>Others have gone before. They left the garden too, once, and they too had to learn to return. When you find yourselves back home, these friends are there, and when you are back out on the motorway you recognise the secret signs they left<br />
between the chaos of facts and adverts, strange reminders to turn back before you get too far out.</p>
<p>You recognise their messages because they all mean the same three things.</p>
<p>One. Who am I? Who is driving down this highway? Who is afraid of breaking down? Who is thinking of where he wants to be? Who is worried? Who believes? Who reads? The direct experience of the answer, the weird silent whiff of the ‘me’ I have always been behind my life, is nothing in particular, and the end of thought.</p>
<p>Two. Gratitude. Take anything or anyone in life, and feel gratitude for it being there, for your legs, for your sister, for your food, for the light on your working fingers; for any moment of your stupid little life. This feeling is good; but it is nothing in particular, and the end of want.</p>
<p>Three. Death. Everything you want, everyone you know, everything you have, and this moment its very self, is passing away into<br />
that which sweetly and sadly lets it go. Stop trying to hold onto it. The letting go is nothing in particular, and the end.</p>
<p>The garden is everywhere, even in this city. Follow the adverts for nothing and the signs that lead you nowhere and the habit of leaving slowly leaves.</p>
<p>And you and I will dine together in the garden.</p>
<p>On figs.</p>
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		<title>The Boomerang Kids</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Poetry by Amnesia Grok- That night, I dream of the perfect son, &#038; I dream of what he’d be like. Come next morning, I find that Dream Child still in my head, &#038; he’s taking online classes &#038; demanding piano lessons!\]]></description>
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<p><span style="font-size: small;">The ladies are sitting next to the pool. They wear housedresses &amp; sit upon cheap lawn chairs. They are not old ladies – not yet – but they’re old enough to be sitting next to the pool in housedresses instead of swim suits.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">So they’re getting there.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">&amp; Helen uses her pinky finger to move the tiny umbrella in her glass so she can drink, &amp; she slurs on about her Junior, who has moved back into her mobile home. AGAIN.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em>//Ha!\\</em></strong> bursts Margaret. <strong><em>//That’s nothing!\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">All eyes on Margaret.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em>//My Trey is 32, &amp; he’s moved back in the house w/ Henry &amp; me &amp; brought his girlfriend this time, too!\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">There is all-around agreement that this is worse than Helen’s pickle. Agreement that poor Margaret has it bad indeed</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">There is silence as they think about Margaret &amp; Henry’s predicament.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">Finally, my Aunt Maxine clears her throat. Swallows another Nembutal. Picks at a particularly scary mole on her arm.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em>//3 weeks ago Thursday\\</em></strong> Maxine begins, <strong><em>//Jason comes over w/ his wife, Ann, their 3 little kids, their Rottweiler, boxer, &amp; their parrot, Captain Beakers.\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em>//He tells me they’ve talked it over &amp; they have decided they’re moving into my uterus, because it’s warm &amp; it’s comfortable in there &amp; from what he remembers, there’s a lot of easy floating around doing nothing all day involved.\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em>//&amp; while I’m stuttering, trying to find words to say, it’s FOOMP! &amp; up into my uterus they go.\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">Maxine looks around.<strong><em> //It’s a momma’s worst nightmare.\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">Everyone by the pool agrees that Maxine’s story just about takes the cake.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">But Maxine says, <strong><em>//But that’s not all!\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em>//Because after that, I get nervous about my OTHER kids, so I decide to stop the vicious cycle. I swallow my youngest right down. Eat him up. Well, HE takes up residence in my stomach &amp; demands cable TV, complete with premium channels!\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em>//Jason &amp; my youngest talk through my meaty walls to each other, &amp; they’re complaining about me, mostly.\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em>//That night, I dream of the perfect son, &amp; I dream of what he’d be like. Come next morning, I find that Dream Child still in my head, &amp; he’s taking online classes &amp; demanding piano lessons!\\</em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"><strong><em> </em></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">&amp; all the ladies just sit there in their house dresses, sipping their drinks, staring @ the sun reflected on the water, while their husbands stay out too late boning overpaid nubile secretaries.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">&amp; all the housedress ladies sit there, growing old &amp; dreaming of death.</span></p>
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<p>&amp; few people realize how the Moon is made of pure dry ice. &amp; those in the know by &amp; large choose not to talk about it, for all the obvious occultic reasons, I suppose. But you, you’re one of my friends &amp; I know you are not the sort to just… run out willy nilly &amp; do something stupid w/ your inside information, like… You wouldn’t, say, post it up on a roadside billboard for all to see, or announce it in the new Christina Aguilera pop video clip you’re directing… You wouldn’t go mine the Moon to fill 4th of July beer cooler orders for a quick buck…</p>
<p>I trust you, you see, &amp; I want those I trust always to be in the know.</p>
<p>So… the Moon is made of pure dry ice &amp; few people realize that, you dig? Except now we’ve come ‘round to the May portion of our program &amp; the Sun is winning &amp; it punishes the Moon for January. &amp; it punishes all those of us who worshiped the Moon back then when it was running the show &amp; all those of us who made blood sacrifices to what we now know is an enormous chunk of ice careening @ potentially catastrophic speeds across the surface of this flat &amp; hollow earth we cling to, you &amp; I.</p>
<p>&amp; the Sun, it beats the shit out of us in a sort of divine solar retribution, lashes us until we’re all just simmering in our own excretions. &amp; then Aunt Maxine goes out to move the garden hose &amp; starts melting @ her edges.</p>
<p>Only the garden hose is melting too, so the edges of what is Aunt Maxine &amp; the edges of the aforementioned &amp; now legendary garden hose get kind of blended together like a stir fry where even the noodles wind up tasting like onions so it’s no use whatever to pick the damn things out before eating. It’s just too late.</p>
<p><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: small;">Aunt Maxine returns inside the house as an Aunt Maxine/garden hose hybrid &amp; her feet look like the doormat so we can almost make out <strong><em>//God Bless This Mess\\</em></strong> across the tops of her toes. &amp; her hands look like the electric bill she was attempting to retrieve from the mail box when the Sun got her, so we’re going to have to pull off her perforated ring finger to send in with the check so the power doesn’t get cut.</span></span></p>
<p>&amp; now we have to remind her not to sit on the chaise lounge because she’s watering the entire living room w/ these 12 rotating streams of water that the neighbor kids are screeching &amp; leaping through with glee in their brightly colored bathing suits.</p>
<p>&amp; Uncle Irwin, he’s fed up w/ the shenanigans so he’s loading his shot gun &amp; he’ll take pot shots @ the arrogant &amp; unrepentant Helios up in his tower, because we’re not going to be able to wait it out ‘til October to venture outside for more whiskey &amp; tampons.</p>
<p><span style="font-size: small;">Ah&#8230; nothing more than May in Texas. Again.</span></p>
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		<title>Three Poems for Revolution</title>
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		<dc:creator>Bill the Butcher</dc:creator>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>THE OTHER<br />
</strong><br />
Who am I?<br />
I am the Other, the other brother<br />
The brother you would rather forget</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am the shadow shivering<br />
Under the bridge<br />
When winter comes;</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">The child selling cheap pens<br />
In traffic jams.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am the one you make fun of<br />
For eating with my hands<br />
For not speaking with your accents</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am the Other.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am the one who does your slave work<br />
I am the one who cleans up after your party<br />
I am the one who pays with my blood<br />
For your Eternal Frontiers.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Laugh at me, snub me<br />
For I am not like you.<br />
But some day I shall rise,<br />
I, the Other.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And<br />
I am, I will be<br />
The stuff of your<br />
Nightmares.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Fear me.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">**************************<a href="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/depression-poverty.jpg"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-10848" title="depression-poverty" src="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/depression-poverty-300x300.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="300" /></a></p>
<p><strong>A BILLION OBESE PEOPLE WALK THE EARTH<br />
</strong></p>
<p>A billion obese people walk the earth<br />
Eating more than their health can sustain<br />
Eating more than the world can sustain<br />
Feeding on the blood of the world.</p>
<p>Meanwhile, stones fly in the shadow<br />
Of the Pyramids. Ancient, and built of<br />
Ancient stones<br />
Hauled up by scrawny slaves<br />
From the great Mother Nile.</p>
<p>What would they say today<br />
These nameless faceless unknown slaves<br />
Who being nameless and faceless yet<br />
Built monuments for the ages?<br />
What would freedom mean to them?</p>
<p>Is freedom but a word?</p>
<p>Would the food the billion obese consume<br />
Mean more to those slaves</p>
<p>Than the blood and courage<br />
Of the men and women standing up to guns and tanks?</p>
<p>Empires rose and fell in the shadow of the Pyramids<br />
Empires meant to last till the end of Time.</p>
<p>Ozymandias, Rameses, Caesar, Napoleon<br />
Have come and gone. But the Pyramids, built by slaves,<br />
Endure.</p>
<p>Today’s Empire, halfway round the world<br />
Will fall, and the blood and courage<br />
Of the people of Egypt shows the way.</p>
<p>But if you could turn time back</p>
<p>Back to beginnings, and ask one of those naked slaves<br />
What he’d rather have,<br />
Freedom or food to fill his stomach<br />
What would he have chosen?</p>
<p>To a slave, what is freedom?<br />
Is it just a word?</p>
<p>The billion obese weigh down the earth with their<br />
Obscene weight.</p>
<p>The Pyramids<br />
Endure.</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>OPERATION GREEN HUNT</strong></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">This is not your land</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">The sacred hill where the gods of air and water live</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">The flight of the bird on the wing,</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Shimmer of the sun on the water</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">They do not belong to you.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">They never did.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Your machines of steel and anger</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Would rip the heart out of the earth,</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Rip the old gods from their hills and forests.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Your greed fuels your machines</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Your uniformed minions, with guns in their hands</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Your uniformed minions who after all are only men</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">As we are men, and women</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Earth’s Children, we.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Your greed would make an end to everything we have</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Everything we live for</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But this is not your land</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And we will not pay the price for your greed</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And we will not go away.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">No.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">We will not go easily, no, we will not go easily.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">We will not go easily, into the dreadful night.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">This is not your land, no this is not your land</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Our ancestors have lived here</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">The old gods have lived here</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Since before the days when the hills were young.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Yet you want what is not yours</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">You try to take what is not yours</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And death is all you offer us</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And death is something we understand.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">No, we will not go easily</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Though you do what you will</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Offer us your platitudes, feed us with</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Words.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Your words</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Your words are like your promises</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Empty.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Empty like the eyes of the skull on the dry rock</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Empty as the scars on the earth</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Empty like the bellies of our children</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">When your machines have moved on.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But when we pick up the gun</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">The gun is not empty.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Our forests, our villages</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Our land, our gods</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Our world, not empty.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Call us what you will</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Red terrorist, Maoist, Anti-national</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Call us what you will, but</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Our world is not empty.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">We will pay with our blood</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Yes we will pay with our blood</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">We will water the land with our blood</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And it will be our land.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Our words, our promises</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Are not empty.</p>
<p>Note: Operation Green Hunt is the Indian Government&#8217;s war against its own rural poor living in the forest areas of the nation, in order to take their lands and hand it over to mining companies in the guise of &#8220;fighting Maoism&#8221;.</p>
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		<title>Here and Hereafter</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 25 Jan 2011 08:08:08 +0000</pubDate>
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Poetry by Renee Y. Brown</center><br />
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<p><strong>Ode to Beachy Head</strong><br />
<em>by Renee Y. Brown</em><br />
<br />
On England’s south coast<br />
Is a cliff so high<br />
Suicidal folks boast<br />
It’s a great place to die<br />
Much worth the trip<br />
If you’ve got the mind<br />
To take a slip<br />
And smash to grinds.<br />
<br />
The aspiring dead<br />
They fall, they fall,<br />
From Beachy Head<br />
And that’s not all<br />
They jump, they fly<br />
And then, they die<br />
Oh, if I could<br />
Then so would I!<br />
<br />
I hear the call<br />
Of Beachy Head<br />
So far, so tall<br />
So spirited!<br />
That highest cliff<br />
Of the English coast<br />
There is no “if”<br />
Or faint approach<br />
To that terminal height<br />
And final dive<br />
Descending in flight<br />
Splat! I’ll arrive<br />
My ghost to haunt<br />
This foreign shore<br />
No pain no want<br />
Never here, never more.<br />
<br />
The chosen fate<br />
Of gourmet suicides<br />
Like the Golden Gate<br />
It’s known worldwide<br />
So come one, come all<br />
To a suicide’s ball<br />
We’ll drink, we’ll dance<br />
Then take the fall<br />
Into endless romance,<br />
<em>Metaphysical.</em><br />
<br />
My sister lives near Beachy Head<br />
And so<br />
I will go<br />
To join the dance of the dead<br />
Oh sister dear<br />
Don’t cry, don’t fear<br />
Death comes, death comes<br />
To everyone —<br />
Whether we embrace it<br />
Or run<br />
Whether we face it<br />
Or shun —<br />
You can try to outrace it<br />
But it won’t be outrun.<br />
<br />
I choose<br />
My own<br />
Longevity<br />
The time, the place, the way<br />
Of meeting with eternity<br />
So I can have my say<br />
Over fate, biology, and God —<br />
Since I care for life less<br />
Than I love my dead dog.</p>
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<p><strong>King of White Roses</strong><br />
<em>by Renee Y. Brown</em><br />
<br />
Will I see you again,<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;golden, golden —<br />
On the field of my final homecoming,<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;there shining —<br />
You, heart of a lion<br />
Unconquered —<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;golden, golden<br />
And mine.</p>
<p>You, heart of a dove;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;infinite, unbroken,<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;faultless and loyal<br />
Facets of a diamond<br />
Hard as courage, never unknown;<br />
White light of compassion<br />
Never unshown.</p>
<p>I dream a field<br />
Of pure white roses;<br />
I see you,<br />
Splendid gold amidst a galaxy of whiteness,<br />
The only star in a vitreous sky.<br />
You walk…then run to me;<br />
Even the roses sigh<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;when you pass by —<br />
They part and bow their blossomed heads<br />
Genuflecting in your honor.<br />
They fill my arms to overflowing with the fragrances of white:<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Sweet innocence —<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Essence of honor —<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Freshness of<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Immaculate love —</p>
<p>But the roses fly everywhere<br />
When <em>you</em> jump into my arms!<br />
Petals flutter as they fall<br />
Anointing you in celebration —<br />
The return of the son<br />
And the <em>only true love</em><br />
As one, to the other<br />
Never parting;<br />
The promise kept.<br />
My long waiting in the measurement of time is over —<br />
And at last,<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;The Gate opens wide for us.</p>
<p>My eyes will weep with joy<br />
When we reunite, my<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Golden One;<br />
I will shout<br />
Hosanna!<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;And even the palms shall lay down for you<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In the field of final homecoming,<br />
My King of White Roses —<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;golden, golden.</p>
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<p><center><a href="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Infinite_love_by_13star-6.jpg"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-10503" title="Infinite love" src="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Infinite_love_by_13star-6.jpg" alt="" width="159" height="70" /></a><a href="http://www.taragrady.com/">art by Tara Lee Grady</a></center></p>
<p><strong>If</strong><br />
<em>by Renee Y. Brown</em><br />
<br />
If there exists<br />
In quantum stride<br />
Between, betwixt<br />
This shore, this tide<br />
A different field<br />
Of infinite scope<br />
I’ll gladly yield<br />
To highest hope —<br />
With consciousness<br />
And wiser eye,<br />
This sorry flesh<br />
In which I lie.</p>
<hr />
<p><strong>The End of the Line</strong><br />
<em>by Renee Y. Brown</em><br />
<br />
It’s a mighty short road to the end of the line<br />
Seems like you just get here then you’re out of time<br />
You can walk, you can run, you can crawl, you can fly —<br />
Still your whole life’s over in the blink of an eye.<br />
<br />
It don’t seem right,<br />
It sure ain’t fair;<br />
But the end of the line<br />
Will <em>always</em> be there.<br />
<br />
The end of the line ain’t a place or a time<br />
There ain’t no money, and nothing is “mine.”<br />
Got no hunger, no fear, no want or pain<br />
No need for shelter ‘cause there ain’t no rain.<br />
<br />
All are equal at the end of the line<br />
Bag-lady and billionaire stand side-by-side<br />
Judgment ain’t easy, but there’s one thing you’ll know;<br />
You get what you’ve earned, be it ‘up’ or ‘below.’<br />
<br />
Got a few rules judgment tends to go by<br />
Decent human values and ethics apply —<br />
If you know ‘em and shown ‘em you’ll be just fine,<br />
But a sociopath will break down and <em>cry!</em><br />
<br />
If you’re thinkin’ the judges are random and cruel<br />
Remember this one inescapable rule:<br />
When you’re ‘called on the carpet’ for the final and true —<br />
Look at yourself ‘cause the ‘judges’ are YOU.<br />
<br />
So the last shall be first, and the first shall be last;<br />
Some go up easy, some go down fast<br />
There’s no ‘do-over’s’ so don’t bother to whine —<br />
Too late for self-pity at the end of the line.<br />
<br />
We’re all on our way to the end of the line<br />
Some take it quick, some take their time<br />
Some stand in the middle, can’t make up their minds —<br />
But there’s no going back, so why look behind?<br />
<br />
There are times when I wish I could get there right<em> now</em><br />
Because I’m so weary, so beaten, so hurtin’, so<em> down…</em><br />
But sometimes I feel like I’m doing just fine —<br />
That’s when I hope<br />
It’s a long, long road to the end of the line.</p>
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<p><strong>One Tiny Rose</strong><br />
<em>by Renee Y. Brown</em><br />
<br />
The tea rose may be small in size<br />
But its meaning far transcends its guise.<br />
Bestows this message to those bereaved:<br />
“Love conquers death,”<br />
Implied — Believed<br />
Upon one tiny rose received —<br />
And placed in one small casket,<br />
Grieved.<br />
<br />
“With this rose you take my heart,<br />
With this rose, remembrance starts;<br />
One tiny rose to encompass all,<br />
Me—the finite; You—immortal.”<br />
<br />
Blessed are they who mourn, unreserved;<br />
Through them a greater good is served.<br />
For those who love their all and best,<br />
Shall with the richest grief be blessed.<br />
<br />
“This one tiny rose I give you today<br />
Shall bloom in white for as long as it may<br />
Until you give it back to me, still new —<br />
And we dance among roses of every hue.”</p>
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		<title>The Ballad Of The Concentration Camp and Other Poems</title>
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		<dc:creator>Bill the Butcher</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[am I the enemy]]></category>
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<p><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">THE BALLAD OF THE CONCENTRATION CAMP</span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><br />
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<p style="text-align: center;">Walls grey walls bricks wire and glitter of metal weapon-bright in the sunshine but no litter<br />
This is no place for litter. Here <em>Arbeit Macht Frei</em>. Here we&#8217;re in Paradise<br />
If only we knew it. And only the traitor feels his hunger, only the treasonable<br />
Moans his pain. Here the birds fly over the wall, and the towers with their machine guns. This is no prison for birds,<br />
More&#8217;s the pity. Because -<br />
I&#8217;d like to fly over the walls with those birds, Herr <em>Hauptsturmführer</em>. I know this is<br />
Ungrateful, after all you have done. After your tender beatings<br />
To teach me to keep my eyes down<br />
And my mouth shut, except to answer roll call. I&#8217;m grateful for those lessons, surely I am. Maybe even some day I would figure out what I&#8217;m doing here. I only know it&#8217;s for my good,<br />
Because the <em>Führer</em> said so. Was I am I an enemy of the people? I, Jew, Social Democrat, Gypsy, Communist, am I the enemy? Is it true?<br />
I&#8217;m desolate at my own incompetence at comprehending the simplest thing, Herr <em>Hauptsturmführer</em>. You could have sent me to the chambers, after all, but you didn&#8217;t.<br />
Then<br />
I might have flown like the birds, over the wall<br />
In smudges of crematorium smoke.<br />
Maybe you might have done me a favour at that, Herr <em>Hauptsturmführer.</em><br />
I think I hate you.</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">WHALESONG</span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><br />
</span></strong></p>
<p><strong> </strong></p>
<p>The great sea swells, and the great sea swells<br />
With the rhythms of ages beyond and forevermore<br />
And the sun sinks towards the edge of the sea.</p>
<p>The whale pods swim singing, singing<br />
The whale pods swim, singing<br />
Towards the sunset that lights up</p>
<p>The edge of the sea.<br />
Perhaps the sea sings, perhaps the sea sings<br />
With their song, and their song is</p>
<p>The song of the sea.<br />
The whale pods swim, singing, singing<br />
The whale pods swim singing,</p>
<p>In the bosom of the sea.</p>
<p>“The Sea Lord must be angry, the Sea Lord must be angry<br />
With our sins, so he sends us<br />
The monsters from beyond the sea.</p>
<p>“We have sinned, yes we have sinned<br />
And the ocean tastes of blood<br />
Because we offended</p>
<p>&#8220;The Lord of the Sea.</p>
<p>“And we swim in the ocean<a href="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/whale-family-structure1.jpg"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-8479" title="whale-family-structure" src="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/whale-family-structure1-300x198.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="198" /></a><br />
Yes we swim in the ocean<br />
Until the wrath falls on us</p>
<p>“Of the Lord of the Sea.<br />
They will kill us,<br />
Yes they will kill us</p>
<p>“And drag us away from the sea.<br />
They will drag us<br />
Onto their metal monsters</p>
<p>“And cut us to pieces<br />
Cut us to pieces<br />
Strip us of skin and bone</p>
<p>“Fat and muscle, all of we.<br />
Because of the anger, yes of the anger<br />
Of the Lord of the Sea.</p>
<p>“They will change us<br />
Yes they will change us<br />
To lipsticks shoe polish</p>
<p>“Steaks and margarine.<br />
But we must pay, yes we must pay<br />
For our sins, for we angered</p>
<p>“The Lord of the Sea.<br />
We are guilty, we are guilty<br />
And we must seek out</p>
<p>“Why he is angry.<br />
Till then we shall suffer<br />
And we must suffer</p>
<p>“The righteous wrath<br />
Of the Lord of the Sea.”<br />
The whale pod sings,</p>
<p>The whale pod sings<br />
And the red sun sinks<br />
Past the edge of the sea</p>
<p>And somewhere<br />
Yes somewhere<br />
People eat whale steaks</p>
<p>And talk of cultural need<br />
Scientific research<br />
And economic necessity.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">NOT YET A WOMAN</span></strong></p>
<p>Why do you encircle me with the<a href="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/young-woman-elise-palmigiani.jpg"><img class="alignright size-medium wp-image-8480" title="young-woman-elise-palmigiani" src="http://subversify.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/young-woman-elise-palmigiani-154x300.jpg" alt="" width="154" height="300" /></a><br />
Iron chains of your words and cautions?<br />
I’m not a child, mother<br />
If not yet a woman.</p>
<p>I know the world is hard and sharp<br />
I know the world can cut and hurt<br />
But the world is colourful and bright<br />
More so than you can understand.</p>
<p>Why do you treat me<br />
As though I would not grow<br />
Up without your helping hand?<br />
I’m not a child if not yet a woman.</p>
<p>If you tell me I must do this<br />
I must be that, I feel torn<br />
Between what I am and what you want me to be<br />
I never, you know, asked to be born.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">MY GOD IS BETTER THAN YOURS</span></strong></p>
<p>My god is a living god</p>
<p>And yours is a stone, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god is formless and everywhere</p>
<p>Your god is in a body of base metal, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>I venerate my god</p>
<p>While you nail yours to a tree, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god has a heart and weeps</p>
<p>Your god is a jealous god, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god redeems my sins</p>
<p>Your god condemns you to hellfire, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god knows how to smile</p>
<p>Your god only demands eternal praise, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god was born of this land</p>
<p>Your god is a foreign god, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god made man in his image</p>
<p>Your god has no shape, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god counts the fall of every sparrow</p>
<p>Your god sleeps with concubines, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god will be my salvation</p>
<p>Your god condemns you to rebirth, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god talks to me in my sleep</p>
<p>And comforts me when I weep, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>My god created the world in seven days</p>
<p>Yours came after men created them, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
<p>I can chop off your head</p>
<p>And take your land for mine own, so</p>
<p>My god is better than yours.</p>
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